4 Love of My Life! 임영민
♡ . . Lim Youngmin
hi my love ♡ i just wanted to thank you, i'm always so grateful but maybe you think i forgot to thank you, don't you? you were my first beautiful love that I had, and it will certainly be the last, because I understand that no feeling so pure and genuine had for me will be addressed to anyone other than you. you protected and saved me, when i believed no one ever would. it was just a photo of you, a second of your voice or a simple memory, everything made me understand again the reason for being alive. you saw me on the floor, and you didn't help me up, but you lay down beside me and gave me strength to do this for myself, and that's the most important thing that could happen to me.
i LOVE watch all your lives, it's my moment of peace and security ♡
literally the MOST beautiful!
my sunprince ♡
HE JUST '3' AND :[
HE IN CATBOY
🙁 > 😃 > ☺️
he is the most beautiful, talented and perfect boy In the whole world
days w my L♡VE
omg he's just SO tiny and adorable . . i will hide him!
MY YOUNGMIN PLAYING THE PIANO I LOVE HIM
My One & Only
I ask myself again, what is this feeling? I had never felt such Intensity in my chest, taking hold more and more each day like a virus spreading ; however, impossible to be a virus, that's good, it's like something that consumes me in order to make the real virus can vanish into thin air, becoming just part of a bad moment again. would you be able to answer exactly what it is that I feel, youngmin? I would say no, it's something so huge and surreal, not even the owner causing such an effect would be able to find the words that lead to the answer ; not even if the stars were used they would form the right constellation. the first time it came to me, was when i realized that 'all that glitters is not gold', was when i saw your smile for the first time. I think it's comic, something for which it could be stamped on the face of any other person in the world, but only yours was able to conquer me, the only one that infected me to smile together, making me abandon any negativity that seconds ago could have been insistent in my mind. it was because of his simple and perpetual smile that I went after all his deeds, losing myself in his details and finding myself again in them too, a labyrinth in which the exit will always be the entrance. I started to no longer be able to find humor in any melody other than your laughter and voice, I started to faithfully believe that only in your embrace would I be able to be protected, that I would finally be happy ; I spent every night drawing on my mind the moment when all my sweetest wishes come true, being able to write thousands of romantic stories to the cliché just in an attempt to explain my reality with you ; the reality I created, the one in which nothing and no one could hurt me, because there, only there is me and you. for so long I tried to look for the ' you ' whether in music, hobbies or in other hearts, because for me, the ' you ' only existed in my most beautiful dreams ; then it happened, you happened youngmin. I ran so hard towards someone like that, but in the end, just in the comfort of my room, I found you, I found you so suddenly with no intention of making you grow. so you showed yourself. I wanted to cry when I noticed how identical you were to the 'impossible' that was created in my head as a way to make me forget reality, until I noticed that, youngmin, you were always my 'impossible', I just had to believe . Even today I see you in those words, youngmin, I manage to draw with the absolute correctness of how you would be in front of sending this simple and special letter so that everyone would be able to grace themselves, and here I find myself with eyes that do not stop of shedding tears, questioning myself if you are really forgiving yourself at this point, if this time you are doing everything for yourself and not, again, for those you judge to be so much more important. i understand you youngmin, i think i can say i'm the person i understand you the most, knowing that you're just so afraid of getting hurt again but at the same time you want to show everyone that you're still there! my love, you will always be! no matter what path you choose, continuing or giving up, you will always have everyone and me, my big boy, the biggest boy there could ever be. ♡
